It's been just shy of 5 years since I last posted on this blog. Talk
about surreal. I've just spent an hour or so reading through my previous
posts and let me tell you: there is a HUUUUUGE difference between 22
year old me and 27 year old me and yet, some things haven't change at
all. Much to my dismay -_-
I've been toying with the
idea of starting a new blog because I've really hit a very rough patch
in life. I think having somewhere to process and digest what I'm
discussing in therapy will really be beneficial. Initially, I was going
to start a new blog but have you seen how many options there are now
days?! And, all blogs seems to think you'll be sharing your thoughts and
focusing on certain topics. I just want a place to basically be a
journal because I can't write as fast as I think with pen and paper. So,
I'm here again. I figure no one really read this thing in the first
place, so it's a safe space to digest my new life problems. Yay!
To
sum up where I'm at in life at this time, I'm currently one semester
away from graduating with my masters degree in Occupational Therapy. I
should be graduating in about a month, but due to personal mental
health, difficult life circumstances and unattainable demands I am
delaying graduation a semester.
Also, I just got out of
a very long, serious and apparently incredibly unhealthy 3 year
relationship :/ This is where most of my musings will focus I would
imagine. My ex feel out of love with me (whatever the hell that means)
and also emotionally cheated on me. There are few ways the break up
could have been done worse, in my opinion.
Finally, my
father is incarcerated and has been for the past 14 months. This is also
a very convoluted situation but basically the results are that I'm
living at home with my mom to help with household things and looking out
for her.
Basically, I've changed. A LOT. And life has
been quite a shit show in the last few months. BUT, there are big
changes on the horizon (whether I want them or not) so lets see what the
future holds together!
